I have to say,god always offers me this opportunity to make a chiose.
And sincerely that it's always been difficult for me to decide a thing.
I still in the decision progress,but I know that at this moment,it requires more silence than ever.
To stay alone and try to think every single little angle in the most calm way ever.
My next stop will be Berlin,and luckily tonight I have some time back home to relax a little bit.
Some jazz will help and of course some wine :)
Before I always have problem with wine, that right after I got dizzy, my emotion becomes really awful.
It's such a good thing to get to enjoy the wine and afterwards to feel peace and aloness.
I love this tone of life,althought people kept reminding me that I have my future to consider.
However,what will come,it will come.
Life in Paris is becoming fasinating because slow tone.
Remember I had written this article of being french woman?
When the time I wanted so badly to be that kind of woman,the more I tried the more I messed up my mind.
Now I look back,well,I don't know that I am which kind of woman,however; I felt something remain in peace inside of me.
I can focus totally in my work without thinking messages,mood,future.
And when I head home,it's totally empty.....that I found so nice to hang out with myself.
I am sorry that I didnt text back so much as before,not becuase I am mad or sad.
Its becuase I am addicted enjoying my own space and time.
Cheers for Paris trip.
:)
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