Grateful

Today I finally bought the machine for boil the water(tea lover :)) And I wa really grateful and content for my new life in new house whoch only belongs to me.
I found my passiom back for cookimg and in which I bought lots of stuff for kitchen use.
My single life finally starts,and my house has been a secret yard for all my friends :)
I have to remind myself that I choose to be happy becuase life ia too short(I read on internet that one of my idol from glee eposide passed away by overdose today,which is too shocked because he just became famous and he only has 31 yesrs old)
At some moment,I recalled something from the past,however I believe all of this will fade away by each day.
I can't do anything about the delousion but at least I can cheer myself up everyday.
Because I dont want to see myself in the upset circle again
I guess this is a way to show my love to myself,by finding expectation for my future and work hard,and most importantly have fun as much as I can without limitation.
No matter how much I tried,the situation wont change from tonight all over,why should I keep asking why??
I should ask myself,all right girl,turnaround and have some fun.
Which I am grateful becuase I felt even god is helping me to be more close to my friends,family,and expand my social circle.
Which demostrates also another thing: truly believing it without second thought,the universe will gether to help you.
Sometimes let it go is the best aspecially when you cant do nothing about it.
Being grateful and enjoy my days alone,with accompany (without is also fun for me)
Cheers for D's life!!!
a lady's life,remarkable and powerful.
its only about me my own life