Resign

I resigned yesterday.
A really terrible thing happened on Sunday night and made me wondered, what if tomorrow will be my last day in this world, what should I do ?

After a month of considering, I finally delivered my resign letter yesterday in person to Showroom.
With or without a job offer, I had decided to leave.

Working here is a really amazing experience I have to say honestly.
However, it tied me up too much.

Before I alwasy thinking, that I can do it, that I have all the skills to accomplish the tasks.
Then I realized that this job which I am doing currently requries more than two persons to achieve.

I have to stop pushing myself just to prove how great I am and how good I can be.
Insisting had just gained me too much pressure and stress which I couldn't live my own life well.

Surely, some people might says to me , it's because you didn't work hard enough, because you are a quiter, because you can't stand the stress like a grown up woman.

Well, I had been in person in the situation, and I don't feel anything like that above. So..I don't think that I will feel shame when someone talkes about this.

I tried my best and I felt sorry for the company which they recived this news in such short of time.
However, this is my life we are talking about.
I wanted to be honest to myself and be nice to myself.
Life is too short to waste on doing something I don't enjoy.

This time I didn't make this decision under stress or someone actually be forced.
I felt calm even I'm still waiting for another offer.

Start over & end up is the most normal thing in the life, that I shall never be afraid of.
Follow the heart, and it'll lead me to where I belong in each moment.

Cheers Progetto Showroom, you had taught me enough for moving on to next step.

House-changed
Job-quited
Love-good bye

New life is in the front of me, what should I complian more :)