Privacy

nowadays we're living this world which connected by cellphone and computer.
I won't define it's correct or not,  that basically our life depends on, internet. However, I just want to ask myself "are you ready for this kind of things?"

I don't think so.

For example, there is a period(maybe until now) I was addicted to application which I download on my smartphone.

I enjoyed the attention by people who seeked me, who texted me  by application , and  meanwhile I was suffering if I couldn't get what I want right away.

It's hard not to give away this addictions which usaully comes with bad emotions.(you can ask yourself, what is the reaction if someone won't reply you right away,....or you found out that there are less people who pay attention on your world in it)

My new task will be to reduce the dependency of every kind of application on my smartphone and try to focus on believing what I felt. To practice to live without it for a while.

Is that true if someone writes you often, you feel more happy and confident?
well, I did feel this way.

But what if no one writes you, how does that make you feel?

I just want to laugh about it, which I actually build my standard on it.

Feelings can not be evaluated by the quantity of message, email, and connection.

If you feel something, then the worse thing is to seek the clues on technologies by proving it.

I chated with one of my best friend yesterday, and I never understood one thing is how come we dont chat each day but we can still feel so connected when we chat.

He told me: because we're sharing our mind, not by how many times we text, or how long we stay on phone.

Right there, it crossed my mind.
I never doubt about this friendship because I share my mind with him, and of course by the time he shares something back, he shares his mind also to me.

Don't even speak too much or too often to prove that we are really closed,just like family.

It's an issue relates to privacy.
Privacy = Respect
A person who know the importance of privacy definately has the awareness how to respect people.

I have to admint that due to the fact, I didn't know how to protect my privacy that I don't know how to respect people.
And I will make an excuse such as, well...I dont trust you so I have to get into your privacy zone.
Normally it happened in my relationship with exs.

To learn to trust people, I must give away the fake world which internet created.
Happiness and sadness come from our mind, and I should remember after the books I read.
That the true happiness will be steable and will not be affected by anyone, anything outside of your body and mind.

some people hides himself in this fiction world because in there they can easily escape from the reality and be a little relax.
Thats why everyone kept saying, do not believe what's happeneing on the internet, because it's something created by human beings.
I won't be so edgy to judge to believe it or not.

But if you want to have connection with people who lives around you, you might as well try to feel how they treat you in person instead of evaluating it by how much they contact you by technoligy.


I can't wait to starting this task, because no matter what is coming to my life, it can't chanllenge or to be arranged by these application.
The more I tried to seek for clues, the more I stock in this fake world.