Regarding what happened yesterday morning,
I think you must be scared.
My dear child, I know in your wonderland,
there never is a thing as cruel, as sad, as death.
You must be hidden somewhere and cried for
whole day and still wished it was a nightmare.
I must know you better than anyone else in
this world, and that is why I wanted to write you an email.
Since you were little, everyone even the
one is gone, we always called you princess.
Everyone in this family loves you like a
precious treasure, and indeed you grow up happily without any worries.
This is what Mum and I want for your
childhood.
Until last time you showed up suddenly, we
felt your sadness.
You kept saying you were fine, and we all
knew, your wonderland was broke by lots of stress.
It’s normal my love, that things normally didn’t
go the way we want it.
You have to let it crashed, and you will
reborn.
We all miss you and worried one day you
will get hurt and unfortunately that is the only thing we can’t avoid.
We hope you will never get hurt, will go
straight to the top without looking back and smile all the time.
Just as when you were little, you never
scared of anything, you never ever weak, and you always say I can do it.
When you failed, the first thing you did
was hiding and cried.
The next day you always came out and
started to search for food like nothing ever happened.
Father knows this time, you might need more
than a night to come out from the sorrow.
But we are sure you are able to make it at
the end.
Even one day mum and I will not be there,
we are sure; it’s not easy for my little girl to surrender.
That is what makes you special, and makes
you unique.
You might doubt yourself regarding the situation
now, but you shouldn’t be afraid.
Keep having the faith that nothing can beat
you down, even the death.
You proved yourself already, that over
thousand miles, you started to build your life.
People come and go, but you shall never
forget your life is still in your hand.
Either you waste it, or you play it in your
way.
It takes time though, to take another step
forward.
You always take your step too fast; we can
call it as brave.
Take some time to relax, you will find that
you are recovering day by day.
Your life is about to start, by tasting,
trying, experiencing, feeling, you are about to write your own chapter.
We can’t promise to be there all the time,
but at least you own our deepest love.
That will embrace you when you are down and
remind you to believe in yourself when you start to doubt.
We hope you can take a deep breath and
sleep tight, however if you can’t, we are always here.
Last, we want to tell you:
You are a woman now; the wonderland fairy
tale will not support your faith for long.
Its heart broken but you have to learn to
be stronger.
We don’t expect you bring the fortune,
because you have to realize you as a person is the fortune itself.
And remember, no matter how tough each day,
tomorrow you will be able to open your eyes and fight for what you dream of
again.
You just realized for some people, this is
a miracle which even they prey, it is just not happening again.
Good night my dear princess, sleep well.
Love,
Dad and Mom
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