heavy

These days I will have to say that I am exhaused from work,houses,and traveling.
I have million phone calls and email coming everyday,and of course non stop appointments with clients and deisgners.
I felt postive but really exhaused.
But I guess this is life when a 27 year old woman needs to face.
Although I want to go to beach like those who didnt work in fashion(now its the most important season for every fashion worker,and I believe each one is busy no matter what their role is),I would like to go out for aperetivo with friends after work,or spend weekend in Pt Genova with a glass of cocktail. And dont even mention for how long I never have the chance to go shopping.
But this is the road I picked by myself.No one forced me to stay here or keep working in fashion industry. Its more than tough my life recently,except million thinga to be finished,I got problems even with my co-worker.what can I say,bitches. Since I am leaving soon,I finally get gusts to say something for myself,even ro fight formyself.
Which is goos I supposed.(although I am kind of worried that I will be more tough than before..)
Its impossible to be totally happy everyday,but I decided to enjoy every kind of emotion by my own. After all,this is life,and if I only search for happiness,then without those negtive emotion,who can define happiness.
cry out,draw it,a glass of white wine,some music then a hot shower.
Tomorrow when I open my eyes,what happened before became yesterday.
I always said,hey new start,or lets restart.
it was super silly,because after some certain rough time passes,you feel peace.you can again focus on what you want instead of forgetting everything and trying to be a new person.
be Patient ,and enjoy every moment in life.bad or good,taste it.
Today sleep early,after tomorrow ,there are two cities waiting for me o discover;)
night