Paris day 1

It's my first stop on business trip. I always had a bad sleep before traveling:)
I never liked Paris before my previous visit on business.However,this time I felt something different. One reason is that I found the way to chill with my manager.
I finally opened my mind and release the competition I had created to him.
I never actually enjoyed not even one second with him,but now the situation becomes easy and fun.
Maybe because I found out that he is not just a sales,which he was a good fashion designer and at the end he decided to discouver his own road in showroom.
I found the more I release myself,the more I am able to see the good side of others.
But before that,the first thing I gotta practice is to let go myself.
It's actually not from others,all the pressure,harm,disappointment,anger...it's from me.
I am quite happy that day by day I finally can easily chill out,even with the person I found really hard to get along.

Paris is raining,and luckily that I have two hours of resting time. I decided to discover sth later by myself.
Now just a cup of tea and a snap.
Btw,good thing that my period came this morning so I can prepare also things I need for traveling. Bad thing is that I really have to eat more,or get a visit to Doc. It starts to affect me in a not very bad way. like it's the second time in this month that I have my period.
Girls,eat while you can and gain weight as you can.
I tried to weight myself last night since these days I filled more food in order to get some weight back,guess what,fucking 49.2.
For this reason,once I will return to Milan,I will definately go swimming and eat more meat. hope to have a nice physical status!!

happiness also built out from good health:)
cheers!!