which thrills me

Good morning!!

Yesterday I kept thinking of my new life, as you can see that I wrote several blogs regarding my dreams

However, until this morning I finally realize Happiness is not just about New job, Boyfriend, New dream, New personality.

It’s about what you would like to do, and you finally got the chance to do it.

My problem is actually simple , which I knew it but I was too scared or too lazy to overcome.

I don’t have my own life.

Except work, love, friends, I didn’t know what to do when I was alone in Milan, which I blamed to the reason which I don’t have so many friends.

But , I must understand, life is about even when people is not around, I still feel fulfilled and happy.

I can’t always hope there is someone around to make me feel happy or not alone.

I took this idea to go to a bd party of my friend last night.

The party is down stairs in the basement, and I was for the whole time upstairs alone.

I was playing music, because for some technical problems, the list which I gave to my friend was a mess.

So, I was totally alone, but by faking to be a DJ which made my night super fun and fantastic.

I remembered for so many times I just wanted to kill DJ in club, because they kept playing the music they liked and without noticing people didn’t want to dance.

Last night when I heard people are singing with the music, screaming for the lyrics, I was super satisfied.

I remembered once when I passed by a music equipment store,, I saw a music mixed machine, it cost not so much but I had this desire to purchase it.

It’s not like one day I actually want to change my job to be a DJ, but it will make me happy to mix some music.

I kept saying at that time, once I had a paid job, I will come by and get you home, however, I was totally forgot this great idea.

This is just an example which I found there are so many things which I want to try and just do it for fun.

I hope I can keep searching things will thrill me up even when I am alone.

I had a job which supports my daily life, but expect that, I want to be a writer, a freelance fashion designer which never stops designing my own brand, a DJ who mixes music home, once a while play in friends parties, a traveler who took off whenever is possible, a photo catcher just to catch every single interesting angle in this world.

Nothing has to be perfect; those are my ways to be happy, even the work turns out sucks.

Its not important if I actually did it, what might change to my life.

I did it for fun, and I don’t expect something might actually happen.

If you are happy, you will enjoy and focus on that moment, the thoughts will just fade away.

I feel fresh!!

Happiness Project to be continued!