Church

It's hard not to use a self-pity angle to write this article.
I'm trying to avoid telling a sad story, because I felt really good after my first church experience.

So I'll just make it short , cut it off before I start the drama like how sad I was....ect.

It's an amazing place which were full of pure people.
I felt afterwards, wow, I have to let everything down.
My protection, my sensibitlity, my emotion, my bad ideas, my mean tone...ect.

Just being there, and I felt really release from all the thoughts which ever tortured me.
People praying for each other without thinking to have some feedback.

They simply believing, just believing without a peice of doubt.

I found what I need there, a positive energy power was surrounding me.
This is the faith which I was trying to search from firends, family, and relationship.
However, I forgot to have a faith, I must accept who I am and just believe it.

I doubt all the time just in case when the bad things happen to me, I won't feel so shocked and hurt.
That is why the moment I walked out the church, I realized how many walls I built for everyone and everything.

No one is perfect, because we're human beings, however, what I can do is to accept people who they really are.

Of course before doing that, I must accpet who I really am and stop pushing myself to be  perfect.

Everyone is perfect and unperfect at the same time.

believe it, and that is it.

It's a happy day.

Thank you Lea.